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Ryan

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2020.12.30 14:04

I want to speak my thoughts. I have no idea who to tell, so I

have decided to write this here.

This year is ending and 2021 is just around the corner. I am kind of disappointed in my lack of efforts this year but really, I don’t blame myself that much. The world is now one of mayhem and disorder. I still have plans to do exchange to Japan and Korea but I don’t know when that will happen.

For these past few months, I haven’t been sleeping easy. Grades, unemployment, physical health, mental health and above all loneliness have been playing on my mind each night. It’s getting harder and harder to avoid.

But a new year is a sign of opportunity. And I plan to overturn these burdensome worries that I carry on my shoulders so that one night next year, I can finally sleep at ease.

I hope you all have a lovely end of 2020, and an even lovely beginning of 2021, the year of new possibilities.
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  • kate 2020.12.30 14:11

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    Your thought was similr with my thought avoiding blaming ourselves is really important I hope you sleep at ease in 2021 And i dont doubt it I am rooting for you I am rooting for everyone involved myself
  • kate 2020.12.30 14:12

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    And you are still younggggggg U can do everything
  • Ryan 2020.12.30 14:12

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    @kate aw thank you so much, you are very kind
  • Bstand 2020.12.30 14:17

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    I'm glad to read this. I could do pretty much everything I’ve planned for 2020 but I haven’t done anything. Just because my laziness is leveled up. There’s no excuse for me. So now I’m taking a week off and doing small stuff that I haven’t finished for the whole year. It feels really good. (tiny stuff but still) 2020 is over. Let’s do not think about it anymore. I hope you can take a long sleep soon.
  • Eunbi Park 2020.12.30 14:23

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    Hope your new year full of happiness and luck🍀 fingers crossed
  • Ployyyyy 2020.12.30 14:30

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    You know.. people always says "new year, new life". Actually, it don't need to be the changes of external things like.. your job or your study. Your mind's the key. Just be happy with a little thing everyday. Appreciate what you have in life. You can easily have a new life. I believe 2021 will definitely be your sucessful year. 😃😃
  • Ryan 2020.12.30 15:01

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    @Eunbi Park thanks so much :D you too!!!
  • nobody 2020.12.30 15:02

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    I've also been having the issues you mentioned. I can totally relate.
  • Ryan 2020.12.30 15:08

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    @Bstand I hope you get as much done as you want to !!
  • Kassie 2020.12.30 15:25

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    This is a very special year for everyone. I try to stay positive and enjoy small things, everyday do something that reminds me that I’m alive. It’s not easy, but I think everything will be fine. We will get back to normal life soon.
  • ssss 2020.12.30 15:30

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    Ganbatte! Hope u Always healthy n happiness ryan 🌸

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