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Erin

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2021.02.18 04:03

Lately I have been so torn between the real world, and my world

on HelloTalk. I feel like I am lacking in giving both the time they deserve. It’s really been lonely trying to figure this out alone. On one hand I know I have to build my talents but on the other the only social exposure is the internet nowadays. I never thought I would miss hand shakes, hugs, linking arms, snuggles and laughing so hard I almost die without breathing through a mask. I never reliezed that as humans we so dearly want to be close to each other. It’s a form of not only safety but content as well. Why am I writing this? Well I have almost reached 1,000 followers on this silly app, and that got me thinking.... why? Since when did I strive for fame? I am constantly trying to please everyone I meet here each day, yet 1 out of every 300 people I actually get somewhat close with. And in my opinion that’s a really bad exchange rate. If you are still reading this... what is wrong? My problems aren’t yours. We are all lonely at times and that’s ok. What’s important is that we actually appreciate the people whom we truly love in our lives. Whether it be on the internet or in real life. Moral of this text. Nothing. Literally nothing. I am not telling you what to do, I don’t even care. What I needed to do was just get somethings off my chest, that’s it. I did it in this text, it helped me and that’s all that matters. I will figure this out, until then I’ll keep dreaming of the world before COVID. When I was going to go to South Korea and live life to the fullest..... why the hell are you still reading?! Gooooo dooooo yourrrr ownnnnn stufffff
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  • Kailie カイリ 2021.02.18 04:05

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    PREACH GURL!!! I'm not even an extrovert and I miss real world socialization😭
  • Erin 2021.02.18 04:06

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    @Kailie カイリ yeah.... I am 100% extrovert and it seemed to hit me hard today. But you are one of those 1:300 people you know
  • Kailie カイリ 2021.02.18 04:10

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    @Erin awwww you're so sweet, you're the same to me! So glad we got to meet🥺💙💙💙💙 I hope you're taking care of yourself girlfriend!
  • Angel Martinez 2021.02.18 04:10

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    Sorry I love Gossip haha and don't worry about it I think everyone feels like you, and yeah it sucks living in lockdown but we can get over this and in a moment that you'll be hugging with your friends so don't give up 😅 you'll always have friends to talk on internet and in your real life, and here you have one
  • lil._.janko 2021.02.18 04:12

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    Can't believe I read them all the way...XD well guess it's not only you my man
  • Erin 2021.02.18 04:16

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    @lil._.janko it’s funny how that is huh? Good luck solving your problems! It’s what we are supposed to do
  • Erin 2021.02.18 04:17

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    @Angel Martinez You goof ball! Yeah it’ll be all good. Either that or we adapt right?
  • Angel Martinez 2021.02.18 04:20

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    @Erin yeah we don't have another option 🤷 but don't get fruseted probably soon you'll be dancing K-pop with your school's friends 💃💃
  • Erin 2021.02.18 04:33

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    @Angel Martinez Wow look at you! You know me pretty well🤣😳
  • Angel Martinez 2021.02.18 04:34

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    @Erin of course haha 😂
  • GM 2021.02.18 05:12

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    Nice! Although I would say that we are all continuing to read these because we care and wish the best for you
  • Revaldo 2021.02.18 06:31

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    You write them very good✨. You are a kind girl with benevolment heart and intelligent that I've ever met, you help us learn English for free and don't worry about covid. I know it feels bad now but I believe things will be better. Chin up do what's right and keep up spirit, stay safe😷 and don't die yet before your dreams come true🚀
  • Yina 2021.02.18 13:10

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    The forms aren't too important. What matters is that you still embrace the world and tomorrow😊
  • 김예윤 2021.02.18 13:58

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    So nice!!😵👍👍 I also miss days when th shit covid wasnt exist😿 i wanna see friend's own face and people's laughing etc,, I understand that you have a hard and Corona-weary life🥲 Sooner or later, you'll be able to take off your mask! Let's just hang in there until then! People of different nationalities and different languages, they're all rooting for you ☺️Me too! I'll always cheer you on🥳
  • Erin 2021.02.18 14:02

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    @Revaldo awwwwww Revaldo🥺 You are so kind in supportive!
  • Erin 2021.02.18 14:02

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    @김예윤 I’ll cheer you on to Zoe!! 🤣🥺🥺
  • Andreh 2021.02.18 16:26

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    La verdadera pregunta es ¿realmente algo importa?, para mí la más simple solución es dejar de "existir", sin más problemas, sin más cuestiones, sólo una simple acción, la nada absoluta, sin saber nada sin conocer nada.
  • Tiare 2021.02.18 23:35

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    Sometimes i feel like that, i'm not very sociable tho, i miss my friends and other people, i think i forgot how to socialize since quarantine started. A few months ago i didn't speak to anyone, even friends, cuz is not the same to talk in chat than face to face. Also i feel so frustrate when i realize that i will end my last year in school online, without my friends and classmates :( .it feel as if i'm missing part of my life, a great experience lost fot the stupid Covid 😓. Nonetheless i tried to be positive and just do my life 😂 ( sorry if this is a lot of text, i wanted to express myself too😃)
  • Erin 2021.02.19 02:00

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    @Tiare don’t be sorry~ sometimes we need to just relieve ourselves of some stress!
  • kike_nolep 2021.02.19 18:33

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    On a lighter note, wow that's some seriously good writing. I mean ig it's because I'm not native to english so it just looks extra sophisticated.
  • Erin 2021.02.19 18:44

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    @kike_nolep pffffffft 🤣🤣🤣

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