It felt like warm honey melting throughout my body the day Iwalked through the doors carefully carrying my 4lb and 8 ounce baby girl. My heart had never known the love that it felt for this fragile human. Everything about her captivated my attention. Her tiny toes I counted over and over. Her precious nose I kissed delicately because I was afraid that I would break it. I remember watching her sleep and waking her up because I thought that she had stopped breathing. The exhaustion from lack of sleep caused me to become a creative song writer. I never wrote the songs but I remember I would sing ' It's two am and the refredigator is cold and your crying and I don't know why I'm so hungry oh go to sleep The couch is blue and you are sooooo sleepy. Yes you are sleepy lalalala Go to sleep. I would sing lulubuys too but at 4 am and then six am My mind became a puddle of slime with no logic. Soon my 4lb 8 ounce precious life that was created in my womb, will be 5 feet 9 inches. of grace and kindness and a young lady of 16. I will feel like warm honey again on the morning of July 5th.
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