A price must be paid to achieve your goals The price is different according to the time Slowly, your loneliness begins Because you removed those around you Because they would make you fall behind Or hindering you with their wrong patterns and words One day you have to spend all the money you earned for your goal Maybe you like to buy clothes first like other girls Maybe you would like to go on a trip instead of studying and going to work, but you don't have time Maybe you would like to start a relationship, but the time is not right because your goal is more important Maybe you like to go to a party with your friends But in the end, your choice is to put aside all your love and choose loneliness with a smile and invest your time and money to reach your goal, it hurts a little, but you have to enjoy the path to finally be satisfied with the result. be I am proud of myself for the past year This year I had less fun, but my fun was useful I worked most of the days, I studied languages, I did sports, all my unhealthy friends were removed and replaced by new friends, this year I was independent, I learned how to live independently in a country with limited beliefs and have my own house and for all my desires and goals. I fought and reached them, but my goals are not finished and start again 💪💪Next year, I promise myself that if I was alive, I would not type from this location.