人生は短すぎて過去を振りかえっている時間はなかった In these few days, I looked back at the past and felt sad and angry and remembered the days. But it was too much, I did the same thing again and again before and still now I did the same things. I decided to look forward, but I kept myself past. I have stuck myself in the past for these few years. It means that I have spoiled my precious time and didn’t escape from what happened before. It is true that how I felt and have some feelings, unforgiveness and anger and sadness from what I had. What I only need is not looking back at that past but leaving them in the past and looking for new things, enjoyment, happy feelings and excitement. Stuck in the past is spoiling myself. Life is too short just looking back on the past. What I should do is open the door of myself to the huge world of big society. というわけで落ち込み終了～、自分のことだからまた落ちることもあるけど、まあその時はその時で！ 今日もなにか一つ新しいことを探しに行こう！ Let’s find new, interesting and exciting things today! Oh I forgot that this year’s motto is going into adventure! This is my favorite flower, Casablanca. It is related to my name, Lily. Next time I feel like this, I will smell this lovely scent then I can get back myself. I hope today will be a great day for me and you reading this timeline.