just noise (1 of 2) i’m annoyed it’s just noise another day in the dark where i’m listening to exhaustion but envisioning some concoction composed of my own words that could be happily heard by a hearer who’s clear on the meanings these things bring to me that the sounds resounding after my mouth’s shut align in their minds without needing a 3rd or 4th time and copious pantomime i want to hear on the first time i want to be clear on the first time really, i want to feel near on the first time