Today is a sad day I don't even want to leave my bed. It's someone's birthday, who I had been chasing for almost 10 years but all I finally got is that he regarded me as a friend. What kind of friend would ask me for Valentine's gift? Last birthday I throw him a party. This year he alone works in another city, in a big company without companion. He likes my post again, I know what he is doing. And I am too tired to find more excuses for him. He is no longer in my future.