I received a email for the first time in two and a half years from a former Swiss colleague in Japan. I was astonished and shaken. He was alive! He was the first man I could consider marrying🤝Unfortunately he was under lots of pressure as the only foreigner in a black Japanese company (means full of overtime) after changing his job. Even though his Japanese was at N2 level, he looked upset, saying he didn’t understand any Japanese for meetings with business partners. If he was fired from the company, he’d have to be rehired within 3 months or his visa’d expire legally. And Japanese companies rarely hire foreigners as a permanent employee. I moved to the same city to support him but he suddenly dumped me in a chat saying "I can't see you anymore" and he lost touch🫠 I was being mentally harassed by Japanese men at work and had to visit a psychiatrist due to a combination of harassment and a broken heart💔 The kind Swiss changed due to his job. I felt shit Japanese companies make women unhappy both in personal and professional lives. I could understand that he was in his 20s and couldn't carry the pressure, so I decided to mercy him, thinking he was dead💀🪦👼 The death of this Swiss made me interested in Europe, which is one of the reasons I chose Holland. I got curious about the challenge of living abroad like him, and facing foreign languages & cultures✈️ The color of his hair, eyes, and clothes just gave me a colorful image, and I had a strong interest in what kind of colorful world Europe would be like with many such looking people🏳️🌈 When I was depressed in Japan, the world seemed gray, so I thought that if I went to Europe, my world might become colorful again. And when I came to Holland, my world became colorful again🌈✨ His email was apologies. Since I'm crazy about geese right now and don't think anything of him. I'm going to tell him that I'll chase geese, but never chase a human again🪿🪿🪿🪿🚴 Zondag Veerentwintig Augustus