For some time now, I have been suffering from severe depression, and it is still continuing with me. I have reached a difficult stage of lack of sleep and irregular eating. I usually eat one meal during the whole day, and this is only when I remember that I did not eat, and sometimes I skip the day and eat it the next day. I am distracted all the time. I am the type of person whose body is eaten up by constant thinking. No matter how much I eat, my body remains weak. I have also stopped everything, as if life has stopped for me. Recently, I have become very fond of sleeping so that my head is not occupied with thinking. I sleep for 13 hours or more. I no longer have friends. In fact, they left me because I do not go out with them or talk to them. I do not leave the house at all. I open the Internet all the time, but I do not talk to them and I do not respond sometimes either.They thought that I got to know others besides them and left them without their knowledge and ignored them, so they also ignored me, not knowing that I suffer from depression, and when I told them, they said that I was pretending to attract attention, but it was okay. I was alone, and I still am, and I will continue to be like that. I do not need them, but one day, if they need me, I will not. I ignore them, because I do not treat people the same. This is not a complaint to draw attention, but rather an outburst. Sorry if I made you feel sad or depressed because of this post, social media sites are the only place where we can express what is inside us and what we feel.