Recently, I often want to desert myself. Because I think I am too old to learn a new language or things. I can't remember. I feel that the only thing I want to do is to rove in a park as other aged Chinese people do. 最近我经常想抛弃我自己，因为我觉得自己太老了，学不了新的语言了。我记不住了。我觉得我唯一想做的事情就是像其他中国老年人一样在公园里晃来晃去。