He just innocent soul He was a strong cat i lost all his sisters but he made it It almost now more than 10 years his age I still can't believe that he's gone Yesterday i get out i found him leaning on my room door i hold his face an kiss him I am sad and believe that a while and disbelieve it other times I know he has a specific mission that why he survived and it connected to me I am stop crying while I am writing this my heart totally is broken I hope his small soul be in heaven I asked allah this question Why you take this innocent soul and leave mine in this life because i don't want to be here anymore But i came out with my soul having a mission just like his and until that day my soul get out of this body i will searching for my purpose hopefully when i complete it i just die in peace , What's hurting me the most that my mom told me he was in pain i told them why you don't wake me up i want to be there when he was dying but i know i couldn't handle that that will broke me for years , His soul go to his sister in peace i hope if his soul will come back to this life come back as a beautiful butterfly ...