After returning from my training as an English teaching assistant. I made a cup of tea because I have a headache from noisy kids and ate an apple and two cookies because I'm on a diet these days. My weight doesn't need this diet but I like to keep fit. I tried to read something but my mind is busy thinking too much. I wrote down my thoughts in my beautiful notebook and I'm thinking about what I should do. I'm trying to struggle on my own and find a way to find relief from these many hardships and find my soulmate in this life, even if it's a book and not a person. 🎀