It’s hard not to compare myself’s life to other people. Though I know that their life is not filled with only joy and happiness also but it feels like even my best moments of my life is just daily life things for other people. It’s easy to be distracted by shining things, I know I should focus on myself and be better on my own but can’t make my mind to ignore all the lux in the world. So many thoughts pop up, more like worries that if I could get a nice job and live normally, getting married, be loved and love someone, and also love myself. Tomorrow’s life will be different, hopefully. Let’s study, go to gym and burn this negativity as fuel!