I have too much pride to initiate the conversation and make peace, but I'm going to miss her a lot. It's not easy to let go of someone you cared for for so long. I love her. We haven't been talking for a few days, and I'm seeing her packing her bags and things, I think she might be traveling soon. Not sure how to approach the situation. I'm still hurt, and a part of me wants to stay away, I still feel like I don't matter much to her. A part of me misses the friendship and it just feels wrong not to check up on each other and be together. Feels off being separate.