Thought of the day 🌙✨ Lately, I can’t stop thinking about the future. It has always scared me. Even as a kid, the idea of “growing up” made me uneasy. While others dreamed of becoming adults, I just wanted to stay home playing with my Polly Pockets. Somehow, I already sensed that adulthood wasn’t as magical as it seemed, full of tough choices, responsibilities, goodbyes, and constant uncertainty. Still, in my imagination, my grown-up self was someone happy, confident, brave. Someone cool? And now, here I am, with a degree I’m not sure I like, working in something I don’t love, and feeling very far from the person I thought I would be. That fear of making the wrong choice paralyzes me. I hate it. I’ve even said no to opportunities because I was afraid of choosing badly. But more and more, I know I don’t want to live like this, always stuck and afraid. I want to become someone brave, someone who dares to chase what she dreams of, who allows herself to fail and learn. Next year, I want to do a master’s in Art Direction and Design, something that really excites me. And yes, I’m scared. It’s a competitive, uncertain, and not very well-known field for me. What if I don’t like it? What if I’m not good enough? What if I spend all my savings and then regret it? But also... what if it’s the beginning of something that makes me truly happy? What if, just this time, I choose to believe in myself? I’m scared, of growing up, of letting go, of losing people, of making mistakes. But more than that, I really want to live fully, to do things that matter to me, and not choose the safe option if it means leaving behind what I love. Maybe that’s what life is about, moving forward even when we’re afraid, taking risks even when we’re unsure, making choices without having all the answers. And trusting, even just a little, that jumping into the unknown could help me become someone who is truly happy and proud of the life she’s building. (Late night thoughts + Late night pics 💫)