Do you have some places where you can stay calm and feel relaxed? Today, I went to see my very best friend, she is the most important friend for more than 20 years. Unfortunately, she can't answer my question, share hug anymore.... But still now, she is the very best friend. Every time I visit her place , the sun is shining 🌞 like her smile 😊😊 But today, it was rain heavily ☔ I usually quit going if it rains, but I decided to go today. Maybe, something force me to do, or something leads to her place. I've been trying to find something but I can't find anything. I don't know what I really want to. But something... I just sat in front of her for about 1 hour, told recently story, asked her opinions. I hope she would give me some answer. The memorial day is coming in few weeks. I'm not sure I can stay be calm, overcome that day... なんで人生に別れがあるのかなー でも別れがあるからこの一瞬が愛おしいのかなー🥹🥹 Oh I'm not in depression ! Don't misunderstand me 😂😂