スモールトークだけなのに、イライラしちゃう人ってどうしたらいいんだろ苦笑 Do you have someone who irritates you just by having small talk? We just talked about things that were not so important and just very small talk, but those conversations made me irritated. It is because I try to take advantage of the conversation, maybe. It is not real conversations; the real conversation is verbal exchange and building up each other’s thoughts. Our’s is like just throwing words to others. Maybe that is because I built the wall for that person and can’t open my door. I have no space to try to understand that person well. 無関心 I might see the person as my enemy, oh my god! 敵認定がまだとれていないから。 Today was a little hard day for me but I want to try to find a good part of this day. To have good communications is my goal for the rest of the year's my goal. まだまだ道半ば、、、、