[2019] TUESDAY, December 17th
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I’ve been soooo stressed out

lately, I don’t even know where to begin...

Catching up on all my assignments has been rough and I’m still extremely behind. Finally got around to sending a really important email for a college class I will hopefully take in the spring. My break starts soon and so I’m hoping to just flush out all my major assignments so I can finally relax in the first time in what seems like forever. I actually skipped classes today because I was so exhausted. I tried to get ready this morning but I just passed right out and slept for hours...

Things with the boy have been so-so. He just turned 18 and got into college and so I feel like the gap between us might’ve been made a little bigger... I can’t tell what he’s thinking. I really like him and I want him to feel the same way, but I can’t tell. It’s stressing me out. He’ll also be going away for the break to visit family and so I won’t see/talk to him at all for awhile. Only a few more days with him! I’m really sad about it.

I have huge assignment I need mostly done in 24 hours and honestly I don’t know if I can do it... I might be in big trouble if I can’t. My fate of graduating hangs in the balance. But then I also have major assignments to complete and I don’t know if I can do it in time...

Enjoy another picture from my internship. :)