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2020.03.17 03:24

I didn't want to wake up...
I was having a much better time asleep

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And that's really sad !!
It was almost like a reverse nightmare, like when you wake up from a nightmare you're so relieved but I woke up into a nightmare !

Some friends don't understand this ...
They don't understand how desperate I am to have someone say, I love you and I support you just the way you are because you're wonderful just the way you are !!
They don't understand that I can't remember anyone ever saying that to me....
I am so demanding and difficult for my friends because I want to be weak and fall apart before them so that they will love me even though I am no fun, lying in bed, crying all the time, not moving....

Depression is all about If Someone only loved me ..

When you're surrounded by wrong people , it can be lonelier than when you're by yourself ....
You can be in a huge crowd, but if you don't feel like you can trust anyone or talk to anybody, you feel like you're completely alone !!

Listen to the people who love you always ❣️
Believe that they are worth living for even when you don't believe it !!!
Seek out the memories depression takes away and project them into your future !
Be brave ...be strong .. smile more !!!
Exercise because it's good for you even if every step it’s so hard for you !!
Eat when food itself disgusts you !!!
Reason with yourself when you have lost your reason 👆🏻
I'll never forget how the depression and loneliness felt good and bad at the same time ...
Still does....

You say you’re depressed ... well ...
You are allowed to feel messed up and inside out!!
It doesn't mean you're defective ... it just means you're human ❣️

Maybe we all have darkness inside of us and some of us are better at dealing with it than others ..
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  • Joe 2020.03.17 03:29

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    are you a professional writer, do you wrote this? for how long it takes
  • Joo Choi 2020.03.17 03:30

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    You are a writer!!! Like your writing all the time
  • Someone 2020.03.17 03:32

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    @Joe I’m not a writer ! I just like to read a lot and after to share a part of my thoughts 💭
  • Someone 2020.03.17 03:32

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    @Joo Choi thank you ~~ but I’m not a writer 😅
  • Joo Choi 2020.03.17 03:33

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    @Someone I know but still you are a wonderful writer lol
  • 漂泊信天翁 2020.03.17 03:34

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    Do you suffer from depression?
  • Someone 2020.03.17 03:47

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    @漂泊信天翁 we are all suffering from depression ! It’s just some of us are accepting it , while other are denying it !
  • cuseyoo 2020.03.17 03:48

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    It's so good
  • Bruce 2020.03.17 03:54

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    I like the message about taking care of yourself here. That’s so important, especially when it feels like the world is closing in on you. If anyone is feeling depressed out there, find someone who you can speak to.
  • 漂泊信天翁 2020.03.17 04:54

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    well,maybe you should choose to think thoughts that create a health atmosphere both within you and around you.
  • Wendy LN 2020.03.17 05:01

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    Can't believe that I read all..... A big post.....
  • Someone 2020.03.17 05:02

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    @Wendy LN good job sweetie 😊🤗
  • Wendy LN 2020.03.17 05:03

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    Part of this post, can't understand clearly..... I'm suck to understand...... Were u writing this with positive attitude?!
  • Wendy LN 2020.03.17 05:04

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    @Someone I hope u are happy, forever. But if you are not, accept your feeling and figure it out
  • Nathan 2020.03.17 08:32

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    Dear someone Your post was long and seemed to be quite gloomy. So I bookmarked it as my favorites. And after reading it I’d like to follow you for more of your thoughts. Ha-ha^^. Hereunder are things that I wanted to say to you whilst reading your post. (For my study, I attach them here. That’s just for the gloomy forepart.) I don’t understand you. But I am curious to know your thoughts. What I have understood are 1. You woke up from the nightmare, but you are not happy because your actual life is also a nightmare. 2. You desperately want to have someone who cares you just the way you are and it’s the one you did not have ever. 3. You want your friends love you even at the cost of ruining your health or normal life. 4. You got nothing but depression. You are lonely.
  • Le estella 2020.03.17 17:46

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    @Someone @so So long haha wow good to learn

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